I started this blog as a way to save myself. I was hurting, I was lost and I was becoming hopeless. I was searching for something, something I thought I lost, or maybe I never had. My life was not as I imagined it, I couldn't see a light at the end of the tunnel and I felt like I was failing. At the time I didn't know if it was spiritual, emotional, mental or all three; Everything felt so heavy, so dark, I was ready to give up.
To be honest, I know it was God, it was something bigger than myself, holding on to me because I had given everything I had. I didn't know what else to do, so I was preparing to stop doing anything at all. But as a last attempt I prayed a desperate prayer, and to my surprise God gave me something. I began focusing on my spirituality, I began to turn inward, digging deep into myself to make space for whatever God had in store for me. As I made space to receive something....I began to gain something. First a small seed of faith, and then one of love. I finally started to see some light...
I became inspired to write, and so I began writing, just for myself, as a way to cope and develop. I needed somewhere safe to put my deepest thoughts and feelings… so I put them on pages. These writings are the recordings of my experiences, my thoughts and my emotions, that help me find myself, recreate myself, and love myself. Later I was inspired by a prophecy given to me in 2019 to share my writings...
In this lifestyle blog I share some of my most pivotal moments; My mountain days, as well as my valley days. I used to keep everything to myself, that eventually broke me down. I found myself in a very dark place, but I was blessed to have met a light during a time where I wanted to give up. We're all on this journey called life, and we all find ourselves lost at some point. So I share my story, my journey, with hopes that I can be a light to someone. I write with hope that someone finds something in here that inspires them to keep going, to rediscover, or even recreate the best version of themself. Thank you for allowing me to share with you, and I wish you the best of luck in moments to come.
" I don't know the answers of the universe, or how to fix the whole world, but I believe that a good place to start is with myself. If the peace does not start within where does it start? "